Red Sox’s Jarren Duran on opening up about suicide attempt: ‘If I could just help one person, it’s meaningful’

Boston – Namnren Duran never raised his eyes or raised his head, but the words were enough of Red Sox outfielder.

The game against blue jayers on Tuesday, Duran spoke frankly about the suicide attempt in 2022, in a deep SOX’s Net Netflix, “Club”.

“I mean that the whole goal of my division is just that it will go out there, and let people know that they are not alone,” Duran said. “Even if I could just help one person be meaningful. So I’m just trying to let people know that they are always helping. ”

Duran was a very prospect in the Red Sox FARM system, marked the speed and strength of his rare mixture when he reached a triple. But his first years did not succeed. He struggled in 2021. After the next year, when Duran received more runways in the big leagues, he struggled both in the outside area and in the plate in 58 games.

The Boston’s hard market has not done any easy things for Duran, which was relentlessly fed the light of the flying ball, it was at the top to get most of the media. At that time, Duran reached the point of his break.

“I couldn’t deal with myself, telling myself how much I sucked every day,” Duran said in doctors. “I was already listening to the fans. And they said to me. [It’s not like] I didn’t tell myself 10 times worse in the mirror. It was a hard time for me. I didn’t even want to be here here. “

On Tuesday, players and team leaders gathered behind the edges, when Duran told his story, he hopes to save his life. According to his leader, Alex Koran, Duran already has.

“He saves his life,” Kora said. “And for a guy who wears his emotions on his wings, I think we need to applaud him. Obviously, he must receive a talented house today.

In fact, this is a gravity that Duran will probably always bring. He went to 2024 for the break of a year, first becoming a stubborn star and defeating All-Star game MVP. Even at his success, Duran remained a reserved figure, which often deceives the one-to-one interview after the entire star break only in group settings. Despite his breakthrough, there was still the air of uncertainty, his talent, and, perhaps. The pressure of external and internal factors was still played.

“I’m still fighting with it,” Duran said to help. “It simply came to our notice then. I have never been a very vocal person with my feelings. But I have good friends in my surroundings.

Duran applied to the magazine as an anxiety and dark thoughts to silence that often consumed him.

Some days are better than others, but Duran has his entire team around him, including Mental Health Specialists for RED Sox, who help him every day. Duran also became a voice for young team players, hoping that he would spend the great leagues, something he did not feel like novel.

Duran has even taken a step by launching a basis.

“I just want people to feel that someone will speak and that we can help them help them,” Duran added. “I want to focus on everyone, but also the young generation. I feel like I can prepare them at a younger age, it will prepare them for adults.